Time Flies

 You were born with time. You were born with the wind. You were born. Then you were born in time. And in time you carried a mystery. The mystery was of a ship which birthed in the harbor. It carried a charm called li. The li was time and it bore all things into the sea. The sea carried all things to men. Men carried all things to time. Yet when all things seem certain then a mystery arrives. It is a ship. Only this ship wasn’t of time. It was of .... ti.

Now ti isn’t the end of the story. It isn’t the end of me. It is only the end of things. For if the end of this story is of life then God had to find a way to overcome in all things. And all things meant finding out for sure who was in charge. If he was in charge then he had to find out for sure. Now that might sound foolish but sometimes there is a need for a tie in the court. A tie is when the jury comes to a conclusion but there is one witness to be heard. If the witness knows his stuff, and we hope he does, then the witness is to be heard. Not in direct conference where he might be hit by a hit squad but indirectly where he would be mostly protected.

Now such a witness would be valuable to the court. Such a witness would be under protective custody. And as such he would speak wild accusations against the law if the law abducted him without his authority. And if they turn out to be people who care they would have to bear it because they would not be allowed to speak to the witness lest they taint what he would say. So the only one permitted visitation rights would be the one we call the judge because he would be impartial. That would make it hard on the witness because he would think he had been forsaken. And perhaps in some ways he had been.

Yet if he were tested on things he would try to find a lee where he could manage his ship without craft. And that meant try to write with knowledge. And if the judge permitted some of that in court people would say it was selective. But lets say the judge knew when the enemy had sowed chaff in with the wheat. And that was how the day would end when the chaff finally was hit back. And that would be the day of the Lord.

So how then can a story like this end? For if a man was used of God to provide a witness then who would that witness be? And if that witness were in an important court case how could they keep him secret except by putting him behind bars? Not in a normal prison but in his home and in his land. For God would give him land. And that land would be his to use as he saw fit.

Now here is how land is aquisitioned. It is taken before a tribunal of men from the ages. Each man is asked “Who gave this land to you?” And if they can’t answer then they have to give it up to the next in   line. So if God granted land to men of the past and we of this age were on it then in a way we are squatters. And if people of earth own land and it is based on settlement of time then we would just say “We own it based on those who came before.” After all that is the purpose of a government. They give land based on time.

So God would give me land based on time spent in aquiring it. And if it was good land and would be good land then God would point that out. And I wouldn’t say anything against what God had in mind.

Now that this is clear we can say that God wants to give me a land called Sudan and Central African Republic. He wants to and plans to but wants me to wait until time changes. And then things can be mine. Now if you read this it sounds strange but prayer is what God grants to His heart. His Heart or heart is the key to things. For they are part of the decree of time and part of the witness to things.

Now the true witness isn’t spoken of in scripture. This is something God wanted to do. He wanted a way of overcoming the evil one. To do this He needed a witness. A witness isn’t for the sake of Father God but for the sake of men. A man who is a witness is like Elijah or Moses or maybe a few others we could name in scripture. It is Elijah who represented the prophets and Moses who stood for the law. And if there were a need for the prophets then it would be to sing praise to God for granting time to prayer. In other words that was a dumb things to say if it were not prophetic. That is God has me say things that sound weird. But they end up being prophetic. Not because of me but because of God. God grants to the prophets the ability to sing praise to Him. So each will have a unique voice. And some of them will have so many unique voices they might do well in participating in things to come.

Now the real joy of this is that God showed my mom I would have a unique voice. I did but I lost it with a vocal disorder that is a disease as well. It wasn’t the name that was important but it lasted and has lasted for 15 years. And it is a long time to be without your voice. I have used it but had to learn new methods of speaking. And what is normal for others I struggle with. Usually in loud places or when trying to speak longer then I should. Some days I get away with it but other days it becomes a problem. I usually stop before it becomes major but at times I cut things close.

The reason I write this is to help those who find it difficult to pray. I don’t usually try to pray outloud. I pray in my heart which is basically praying with an open ear. I wait for the voice of God. And once you hear Him enough you never have to worry about failing to recognize His voice. It is clear and vocal and real. And it is the kind of experience where you are changed. I was. I changed because I saw God had the answers no one else had.

Now the witness of this story was me. I became a witness to the spiritual war of sin. It was a battle of time and of tribulation. I was in it for a long time. I am not out of it yet. But I am asking God for help. That is because I know that it is a battle. And I know it is hard. And I know it is hard to overcome. And that is discouraging.

Yet if discouragement is real then so is God. And God knows I haven’t been able to get through in a long time. He does visit and keeps track of me. He knows I am in pain. He knows tonight was rough because of a spirit that fragments. It is called the spirit of disbelief and it changes us inside. It is a fragment of time and it builds up as it grows. it is based on sin and evil.

There is also a spiritual word. That is God who speaks to me. He knows I am hurt by time and by things I cannot control. He knows I bear it with aplomb or with grace. I can’t fight with spirits but I can fight with time. And time is what God wants to do away with. So if I will heed the word of God He will send me to time school. There I will learn how to write. There I will learn how to sing. There I will learn how to heed even when the school closes down and everyone leaves.

For if I will heed God will show me how to listen. He will show me how the safe doesn’t have to leave me in the dust. He will show me that the school of time is the school of life. So if I will heed I will grow.

To heed means I must listen as much as possible. To listen I must give time to God. To listen I must find a way of reaping and that means of aquiring things that will bless others. To do this means going out and finding things that are amazing. And that is the gift of time. To do that means keeping on keeping on.

Now the way to heed is to listen in prayer. Prayer is the way to make headway against the evil which binds and keeps me bound. Prayer is what I give when I try to listen. Prayer is what I give in time. If I pray tonight for another hour it will give me a leeway. It will be time spent in prayer. It will be time spent overcoming. And it will be enough to make a break through.

To overcome means to listen. Listening can be anywhere but in prayer is the best. Music is a spiritual world of its own. So keep it low. Keep music off if there is a word. Keep music in the low part of the spectrum. That is because if the person who wrote it is mad or angry the spirit is in the music. And if the spirit is sin it is sin which is in time. And time is in things which are of this world. So that is why things will be denied entry into Heaven and heaven from earth. They will be denied entry into all parts of space and all parts of life. And they will be carried to the sea of time where God will fashion a weapon against the spirit of li. The spirit of li is a spirit that weaves a weapon to destroy the heart of a man with time. So give what you give as time. Give it as a gift. But when a spirit says you are off base that is a lie