Is there a cure for dystonia?

July 31, 2008

Joel Akin

 We had a name for dystonia and it was the shake of life. As one who had it and has it I can say as of this story there is no cure and no one on earth who has an answer to it.

 Having said that I can answer I know of one way to be healed. Prayer. Now as of one way there is another but it is on the way to life. That is the pulse of life in the sea and it is the pulse of a coral we call brain coral.

Imagine that in the day of old there was a recipe God made and it was the sea of life. Now imagine in the day of old all things had a name for a purpose. If you had a dream it was called “Take on the sea and give it a name” and it was the bill of life for the people of time especially those who had a gift called ‘Take the lee and give it a shot’ type thing.

Now imagine the lee was the cull of old things and old wasn’t the answer to the understanding of new things. Today we have several ways of dealing with the spasms which I suffer and one is botox which goes into the back of the neck. Like pricks of pain they gave me problems originally though the hallucinations were very short in duration. I am one of the few who had problems but then again I am a weird person in that way of life.

The other known way is brain surgery and that is where they probe the region of shake and either dispel with the part that is a problem or give it to those areas which are supplanted by some form of stimulation of the region involved. There is some information out there on it and I read about it from newsletters sent to the dystonia group I belong to. The only thing is I don’t really want to go that route if I can help it and it wasn’t one of the recommendations for me from my neurologist. However I did go the drug route and it was that is suggested for those who have no other option. It did seem to aid me for a year or two but eventually it lost its kick and I went back into painful spasms.

Now I did learn some things and one was an EFA or a product from Efamol called efalex. Efalex is an essential oil and oil was an idea God gave me for it. I went into it before I knew that some had tried it and this has been at least five years now and it still aids me in the critical nature of the synapse to slow down the shake. It doesn’t stop it nor does it prevent it in stressful situations like standing in lines. I don’t fear doing so because I just avoid it if at all possible. Otherwise I get a feeling of being boxed in and that is pain beyond human endurance. So I go early in the day and pray no one is there in line before me.

Having said this I remind you that I pray and I believe God is going to heal me by way of time in the sea and time in the way I live.

In order to understand the lee of life we have to go into it with prayer. And prayer is the bill for laughter in the sea or the ha of the time of life with the spring eternal.

God has a sense of humor and knows I needed an idea on dealing with the full idea of being in mind prison. A number of years ago there was a writer who had an alien take a human prisoner. He was an ingenious fellow who believed he would play with their minds so he created objects from everyday things. Apparently he freaked them out so they kept taking away his little inventions. I have this belief that if I can create an artificial box to put all my hopes into then they can never take away from me the concept of freedom. It is the way of the world and the world doesn’t know they do it by wanting you to be like all the others out there.

Now this is part of the joy because as of today I have an internal box called spring and it is a little invention I use to confuse the bout of time and life and those who have a box in them as well called laughter. Laughter is part of healing and part of the dream so if you get down imagine you are a prisoner and the alien keepers are trying to take your home and life away. Thus you have to find a way of keeping sane in the days to come by praying for relief and that isn’t the comely way of dealing with it or dealing with those who want to help by taking away your freedom box. It just means that God isn’t always able to free us right away.

That freedom is what we want and it is part of the problem for us as Christians. We have pain and we have it in abundance. They say dystonia isn’t fatal but it is dibilitating to the point of suffering beyond human ability to hold onto and that is where I am now. I have ways of dealing with it in perspective and that means when things work the way they should. Howbeit the problem is other people. They don’t know you suffer and even if you carry a sign most don’t know what dystonia is. To compound a problem I have dysphonia and that is where it takes out the voice and so in stress I lose way totally because of shake. It takes out my voice and my thoughts to cope with a box and boxes are a problem for me. They are a cut throat way of life and I box up problems like the internal spring and it is meant to be there as a source of laughter. It came to my aid in a time when there is promise of help for a new bathroom only to get the bathroom I have to clean out my room and the bathroom and move it to another location.

To do this requires work beyond my day by day strength and to add to conundrum I am meant to move out all things to start anew in a dark corner because my room will also be torn apart and this means I have no where to go to relax or free my mind. So I have to have a way to relax without going out and screaming my fool head off as they say. And this is part of the secret of the box eternal. The box of freedom to think and preserve life in full. How? By realizing I can’t change a blessing into a curse so I have to take the expansion and live with it until the day of its completion.

In the same way when we rise up to sing in the day to come it will be because of people who want ideas as to how to fix our world up in a way that is pleasing to us. Thus I have to gain time to free my soul as I am often in prayer and prayer is warfare on a scale beyond human ability to endure.

So why suffer a dual problem? The answer is the price of freedom. I have a desire to be free and it is a problem of life giving and life taking away. If I desire freedom for dystonia I must fry out the place and give it a good cleaning up. That means giving my soul of life away to the cleaners or going into a box called ‘clean up and put into storage’ and storage isn’t the garage but a house of my own.

However the problem is that I have a house in heaven but not on earth. I have a house in time to come and that is a dream of things but not the reality of things.

So the box internal becomes the measure of a thought to take out the box of life and put all things into it with prayer. For if I take out all the dreams I collect and throw them out then I become a person who thinks it is dumb to collect things. However how can one organize and then just dispense? The answer isn’t Ebay but time of life.

Lets imagine I put a place on Ebay and say “Give me a free ride to work for free each day for the rest of my life”.. It wouldn’t work but if I play along with it I become part of the dream for life in the sea of time. So if I join a club that gives out free stuff people look to see if they have something I want. I give them a clue and it is based on free things I have to give away. Like an old fridge. That is part of what I have to deal with in this story. It is old and needs a new home and that is what I will do soon to deal with it.

There is also the quest for life in the freedom of a mind to think. If I like to drive it is to a place called High River. They have a place called the Hitchin Post which has the best burgers anywhere. I should know as I’ve tried all things in the region of Calgary and this place has the best. I go there when I need to unwind in the mind and think. Thinking is part of freedom and part of how a person who has dystonia can deal with it. I go early as lines gather and that has been a problem for me over and over and over again. I like to go places and buy things at thrift shops and so I have to wait until the counter is clear of people. Sometimes its not possible and I have to leave things. Its not a hardship so much as a problem when you need things. And needing is part of the joy of life for those who have it.

Now I spoke of brain coral but I didn’t say it was a cure. I don’t know who is going to cure it but it will be part of the story of life in the sea to come. That is why I pray for prayer is part of the sea of men who pray also. Prayer is like a weapon of mass and it is the mass of Christ and the mass of faith or what some call faith. Now I say that carefully for some think faith is based on a seed but the seed is a concept of faith and not the reality of it. Faith is never seen and if you think it is then trust as I have it and am the only one on earth who does with full assurance from God.

Now if that sounds foolish then so be it. One day that knowledge will be known publicly but you read it here from one who has prayed without end for years and have a knowledge of prayer and its true intent of life.

Prayer is the keep of life and it is the bear of it. Bear is an old time and in the bible we had it in full. Bear was the scat and the dung and it was the bear who came and produced it in abundance. It is the bear who comes and steals our joy and the bear who produces a whelm or realm of thought called Time in the sea.

Time in the sea is based on the coral that is there now. We have it in firm knowledge that much of Florida is buried on old coral. Coral isn’t the true nature of the brain and it is based on body though one might find traces of old coral from brains deep in the sea called time and excelling time.

In other words I point out that I cannot finish a plight on dystonia without giving an idea on brain coral. I have a belief that it is part of Gods plan for the future. Future is when God makes it through the time portal to our realm and gives us a hug for the problems we’ve endured. God is a friend and knows I bear a part of the story for life in me. I have a belief that God is also the friend I need to accomplish what is needed for the final blow on the world and that is when the internal box goes off and gives men a free day to think on things. That is coming and will be delivered upon men with fresh enthusiasm and fresh ultimatums for not helping me even though I kept asking for it like now. Of course people don’t know how to help a sick man but in the future that has to change. We have to find a way of making people understand.

Some will say help is there if I make my way known to others. However they are based on money and money isn’t what we should charge a poor man. In the same way if we are free we have to find a way of making the known way to life free and giving people help like us in the soup of daily existence. As of now I don’t go to meetings because I have other issues of pain which make sitting arduous and difficult to endure. I suffer stomach issues and that is also a problem which I speak little of.

Finally I speak of things to come for the brain is part of the coral of the body. The coral is cal and cal is part of the coral of cal in the body of soup for us in Calgary with Viva and aqua or however it is spelled out as a company that needs help to expand.

There are many forms of life but few which give freedom to life as does good water. I know because I drink it each day without thanking God for the people who bring it. They come and add quality of life to our life and things slip away when we are busy.

Finally if I may the problem of a cure isn’t going to raise up a curse on nature. Nature is made to adorn us and not we to adorn it with our help in the sea of time. Having said that I agree we give nature a problem but eventually men will stop bulldozing away and give time for things to grow and live.

It is the price of freedom that I am in the sea and in the chaos of things to come. Yet if in the chaos God arrives he will heal me totally without needing brain coral or any other thing men can find on earth. It is a good thing but it will not take place until the way to life is made perfectly clear.

That means if God does it we will think “Its God” so much that we will take him for granted. Thus I play a role in the cleaning up of life and that isn’t easy to explain to the uninitiated. So trust me that I am on the job and doing what I can to find a cure to the body in the spiritual and in the natural.

Now when time arrives it will carry with it an answer. Time is the bit of men who will arrive to help us find a place for stuff we own without throwing it away. Those who will come have a name for stuff and it is stuff. In other words stuff is the stuff of a brother or sister or mother or father who will aid in the digesting of knowledge and the digesting of life in the free man way. I need time to pray and time to think and time to move stuff around without going up a wall. So if this reaches you know I space out once in a while by raising issues on public space like this.

I am in the right place for an answer and that is God knows I need help. I will receive and have and give. In other words God will provide. He is not going to let the day of life end with a bang that goes out in life with sorrow. If I am to have my life here turned upside down then it is to make way for better and brighter and bigger and more wonderful things. Of course a bathroom isn’t the concept I speak of but a new home and that isn’t a joke.

The new home is meant to be in the heavenlies but it is part of the dream God has that it can arrive even before he and that isn’t a joke on the part of the alien keepers which I make up in my mind or in my thoughts each day. A joke.

Anyway the point is that if I can read the lines on the wall they will appear to say “Give it up to the prayer and give it up to the sea” and that is the promise of Japan and the promise of things to come.

In other words Japan becomes a name sake for itself and it is the sea of things which are of freedom to all concerned.