Free Life

 Ain’t life sweet. If we had an apple to eat and it was sweet I would eat it. Yet for some reason I have come to dislike apples. I still eat them but they represent the e in evil. And that is the truth.

 Now imagine that the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil had a name. It was Ca Ia. And lets say if you looked that up there was only one reference in the tongue of Malay. Caai and it meant applea. Now some would say that was coincidence but I think some things in life are more so then we understand.

Free life is the key to life and it is the way of life. And if we have knowledge then we can write it with impunity. Which simply means with freedom of conscience. And so if I use a word like Sh** it becomes a bad word. Yet if I say shitta is the word used in the Bible to speak of the acacia tree then it suddenly seems okay. And that is because they added an a at the end of Shitta.

And so if the Malay people knew the name of the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil and they called it applea then apple would be a bad word. And so caai would be the Ca Ia and we would laugh and say its just a scramble of letters.

Now the real mystery to life is that I write things in mystery. I write things in truth. I write things with help of God. And I write things with the aid of His help. For I am interested in free life. I am not interested in a bowl of Cheerio’s though I like them. Nor for a bowl of Just Right though they carry four perfect grains. What I really want is to know why. And why is one thing God loved answering. When I got through He wasn’t afraid of the why question. He answered everything. And in everything there was an answer. And that is because God doesn’t faint when men steer tough questions his way.

So if there is free life then it is life free. And life free is the ability to fight and fight is the willingness to fight with freedom.

So if I am a friend then I say live. And live means to give time to things. And when time is free give time to life.

Now lets suppose I had an idea which was part of time. Let us suppose the camera had a name in history. Lets say it meant to room. And so to room meant to cover and to cover was like kover or blanket. And so the camera became part of a dream idea to blanket the room in light. And since the light would be a flash it would be a globe. And the globe would have a name called the kambal. Of course in ancient languages that means the moon. But if I wanted it back in time they would call it what it was. And a camera? Why it does go back to ancient Sanskrit and san has a number of meanings. It speaks of with and without. And if there are people in the picture then san means with. And so san came to mean stand and stand meant to cover. And so to cover or blanket meant the people of ancient times had their picture taken. For blanket now means to cover the entire audience. And so we can say that someone went back in time and used kamra and kambal as a means of speaking to the people. And there were those who thought that people couldn’t travel in time. Yet if I went back I would have a floating light. And I would have it blanket the crowd in various shades of light. And thus it would look like a bright moon to the uninitiated.

And if I wanted to go back and speak to God in the garden how could I prove it? How could I return to Eden without being pure? Lets say because of what Jesus did for me. He gave me life. And if I went back and spoke to God of the apple and the apple was the worst word in His vocabulary how would I share that I liked them but found they were too rough for my stomach. And I got reflux if I ate them. At least sometimes.

And so if there were things I didn’t love about them I would admit at times they were neat. And I loved seeing them on trees and having the option of eating one. Especially if they were sweet or sometimes tart.

And so if I ate an apple and it really is the tree of knowledge then why do we laugh at that suggestion? Perhaps because the apple is the only fruit with a ripe thought to it. And that means it can be eaten at any stage without making one sick. True, some think of the tomato as a fruit but it is a vegetable. And so are the other fruits. That is they are fruits and not able to be eaten without upset stomach. Now some eat the mango and some might other fruits before they are ripe but generally the apple is the best to eat during the stages of life. And if God wanted that to be a key to helping me then it was that I was ripe and overripe with suffering. And that meant I was bad. Now bad was not meant to indicate I was bad but that I was evil. And evil meant that if I continued I would throw up. And that is because I was bad for others. Simply because I gave them evil thoughts. For evil wasn’t the one that wanted me to give evil to evil but evil for evil. And so I shared with others my suffering and my pain. And I became evil.

Now evil isn’t a spirit that we like. It is a spirit that we share. We share it with others through touch and through colds and through ecoli. We give evil to others because that is what God made. He wanted us to use knowledge to overcome evil. He wanted us to fight it with all our might. And that meant we were meant to fight it with reason. And to fight it with logic. The problem is that sin stole our knowledge away. And that is the evil done to us by a simple fry named Sin. He was a simple fish in a simple pond called lie of the heart. And his lie was if we believed it then it became so.

Now here is the problem for me. I believe that the lie is real and so the lie became real. And I believe the lie is true and so the lie became true. But I also believe the lie is a lie and is a lying spirit. And so sin becomes a lying spirit and I fight with prayer. So God goes out and throws away evil and I pray. And that gives me grace. And grace is what I offer to others by sharing these things with them.

And so if I offer you grace you would say I am a man but not of grace. So I offer to pray and that is grace for you and for food. And again that is for things. And so if I pray for desire of body then I become a man who prays for things that bother me. So I need to pray for the whole person and then the whole person becomes real.

So if I dream a woman has parts but share them with her she thinks she has a stomach and a head and perhaps shoulders and maybe a hand but her private parts are hidden or gone. And so if the church were to accept this as true because the Bible doesn’t speak to them except indirectly then the Bible is incomplete or we are.

And so the Bible is filled with knowledge but of men. And men are not able to bear it as we. So we give grace to you by speaking of sex.

Now sex is the gift of life and life is the gift of desire. I won’t use bad language but if I did it would be to care. And to care means to carry you to desire. And that is the sexual need of the heart. For the heart of a woman is to care. And she wants to know if the man exists or if the man is heart and soul. And if the soul is hidden under soil.

Now soil is the key to my heart for in the soil is a Tupperware container. Few find it and those who do find it lovely. But it is after the heart of the sole of the foot and few find it because few look under the foot. So the foot goes to the sole and the sole is the soul for me. And I get bruised easily by it because it was a gift from God. And thus my focus is on things unseen by the general public.

And if there is a soul to this story it is that I am not feeling well. And so life then becomes the measure of a prayer for those who are incomplete.

Lord, make us complete. Show us who we are. Give us life. Make us soul, mind, body, heart, desire. Give us all the needs we need. Help us to live life with whole and with help. We can’t do it by ourselves. We only do it by your grace. So help us to accomplish this dream you have granted us. Help us to be whole in all ways. Not to be broken but to be complete. We ask this in Jesus name.

Amen